It makes sense to me because you asked me that you wanted to get to know your helpers better and I said that you might have to give back more if you want more – and that’s what this reading is about. You are at a crossroads – of the river –
emotionally and spiritually. You are very psychic but you have not embraced it.
You have used it for yourself but you have not embodied yourself in the world to bring your gifts to it. There is a female angel that is helping you and the owl is
her familiar.
The “x” of the crossroads is on your right elbow. The elbow signifies a radical change in your professional life. The elbow is the knee of the arm – a very flexible joint – which can go every direction except backward. You can take that
literally.
Your Angel is reorganizing your mind. She helps you with your step work and your spiritual growth mentally in your pineal gland. She may be a loved one who has passed.
When you find owl feathers – she is communication with you. The owl can see in the dark, it’s eyes are independent and it’s head can spin around 360 degrees. This means that you have abilities – that you can use to be helpful to others in some
way – the owl is a bird of prey. You can use this gift for personal gain or for the good of humanity. With your left hand you embrace the owl connection but with your right you grasp for your heart – there may be something where you feel that
your relationship would be threatened if you pursued your true purpose or gave yourself completely to helpfulness to others. But this is false – as you can see in the drawing, the heart is illusive. This is a mirage of fear but not real.
The Pentagram and the Star of David on your face is very interesting.
The Pentagram is about using the Will to rule over the 4 senses – mental, physical, emotional and passions, whereas the Star of David is about brain balance-
balancing the masculine and feminine energies – the chalice and the blade within God.
What this is saying to me is that the Power to live your life by God’s rule depends upon the balance of the chalice an the blade which is the right brain and the left brain (this is detailed in the book) – The fish – means – and it is also a mermaid reference – that you have deep psychic ability – all of us who grew up the way we grew up – it was really a training for our psychic abilities to be perfected. You relate to your fish but it is that you are adept at swimming in the depths of the deep water.
