Time flies dang. I just realized I've been in this industry for almost half my life, and will probably here for a very very long time. Until now I still don't know how to write a good sentence haha... I regret some of my decisions, but it was fun. I got busy chasing something I know the probability is against me and the problem is I'll be doing it again, and again until I manage to make it there.
I'm putting a lot of thought writing this first Journal and I didn't expect it to be this hard. maybe I'll just make a video of some stuff and post it on youtube or somewhere not private because I tend to delete stuff whenever I feel like I outgrew my past self and it feels humiliating reading my dumbness, but this one, I think I'll keep it as a proof that I've been to what felt to be the lowest point of my life again and again until it become just "Oh! it wasn't really that deep huh :D"
Since I've been running out of idea what to do. so my future self, good luck bruh. (y)