One minute you're a free man, the next minute you're rotting away in some prison somewhere far away.
I always get this feeling that a lot of people don't realize how easy a lot of the day to day things they do can easily send them to prison for the rest of their lives, especially if they live in a country like this where the law enforcement officers don't carry out proper investigation but just go with things they see at the surface and that's it.
I've always been that guy who overthink the tiniest of things and sometimes some of those thought are dark ones. There was a time I was having a conversation with my friends and they were talking about a lady coming over to stay with one of them and for some weird reasons, my mind immediately asked me what they would do if that lady came over, slept and never woke up the next day.
This things happen and I know I shouldn't have such thought but I did at the moment, though I didn't voice out my thought. But we really can't deny that thinking about this things does send shivers down our spine because what do we do if something like that happens to us?
Like I said, one minute you're a free man, the next minute you're rotting in jail. And that is most likely going to happen because that is what the police will do. They will arrest you for her death, lock you up and just throw away the keys to your cell without even charging you to court. The only time you do get to go to court and probably get a fair trial (hopefully) is if you happen to be someone important with money or someone from an important family with power.
An ordinary man would be at the mercies of these police officers and trust me when I say it's never a good place to be.
The conversation about a lady visiting my friend happened some few days ago and luckily for everyone, she had slept and woke up fine, nothing bad happened. But now I'm currently at my neighbours room charging my phone (because I don't have power supply) while I type this and he's asleep.
One glance at him and the dark thoughts immediately returned and now I'm looking at him from time to time, making sure his chest is going up and down, indicating that he's breathing and alive. Something is wrong with me I know, I need to find a way to replace the negative thoughts in my head with positive ones.
