A maverick! Stay out of the spotlight. The advice of a grandfather who jumped the train from Auschwitz to Birkenau.
Not to be forgotten and fuels deep passion.
Physical height disadvantages are a real thing. You are reminded of it as a kid growing up as bullies are relentless. Tribes are apparent even in 'civilized society'. Those cool kids always trying to put those down even though they won't be great when they get older. The yin-yang of it all is that their action causes a reaction. Sometimes those polarities flip and the hunted becomes the hunter. Sometimes Nerds like Bill Gates fucks the world.
- it's pure conjecture if Bill Gates was bullied
But the reason 'bullies' are there is simply to show that the jungle still exists. Tooth and Claw has been replaced by refined 'progressive' violence. But we all know that progressives are just overtly exhibiting their 'dominance' by how right they are. It's also apparent that when 'unheard' their molotov cocktails makes an impression. If you don't listen it's overt cancellation (physical and or emotional). Are those bullies?
It exists everywhere in the jungle.
https://www.mydr.com.au/pain/pain-and-how-you-sense-it/
Enter bearbear!
Burn my heritage (literally), and start from scratch.
You learn to fight and fight to kill. The mind has only seconds to process pain. That is why you strike at multiple times from the adversaries bodies expected resistance movement. That's right the Jewish Jun Kondo (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jun_Kond%C5%8D) combining the most deadly movements from most major martial arts. Yah it's ripped; also extremely effective. Making Asian products better quality in my opinion. Knife, Gun, Hand to hand combat. Is that a good thing? In a world of violence it is!
When 'fake' sparring with knives you are told over and over again that you will get cut! Always keep your opposing arm from exposing arteries. That's not to say other militaries do not have similar fighting styles. Getting cut or stabbed is a whole new experienc and not fun.
I studied this shit for years and never needed to use it in my life. What good is learning something and never having to use it? Well for one it becomes layer over your own psyche. You must remain in control and only activate it in dire circumstances. AI programs will always have better activation. We aren't there yet. The real question against AI is can they get adrenaline rushes and absurd and questionable physical strength when primal fear/anger takes hold.
Studying and practicing always creates another layer and persona. Kind of sounds likes layer 2 'tribes'. Can our mind be blockchains in themselves? Well for pain receptors it sure ledgers that shit! What is the ego? Is it Hive or the layer 2 attached.
Killing a person within 10-20 seconds is not empowering. Knowing that you have that knowledge and not engaging to use it is empowering and humbling. You have to be pushed to Berserker Rage to even think about harming a person the ways you know. Leaving this life not shedding life is the ultimate goal. Let the soldiers of fortune live with what they do for an often rotten government and fee. Once you turn off the light, it cannot be taken back.
This is not to say that some ego's do need to be turned off (often with their over violent behavior)
It's easy to disarm people without having to resort to physical violence (no matter what height you are). Obviously planted bombs and unexpected situations are impossible to react to. One guy said in the army (not referring to me) that he feared the short soldiers because "they always had something to prove". Why Did @bearbear613 like wolverine?
Oh why because of the berserker rage! I must remain human when forced into confrontation. Wouldn't it be right to just RIP into your overt enemies? Well of course for every action there is a reaction. I cannot move and counter without the other making the most dangerous of moves first. Of course there is offensive justifications but I think that runs apparent.
What a runt I am. Just waiting for that equal reaction.
I get hurt. I heal, but perhaps lose a part of my soul and my innocence. Chip away society; you chip away the human being behind it. Society must be lawful and respectful. We must have privacy and rights and even freedom of speech. If we do not, then the claws will come out and perhaps at the wrong time. The raw jungle will do that and whips and chains will eventually break down. People are becoming more isolated and wanting to be left in their own psychosis. When confronted the claws could pop out more easily. I know the jungle and I know the progressive walls are breaking a different layer.
Perhaps the answer is for older, angrier, combat ready adults to take a healthy doses of DMT. Animals like 'ear' eaters become enlightened guru's. Does that mean that the beast always remains dormant even with the most infinity / eternity oneness loving humanity moments. Would Mike still fuck up someone who put a gun to his head? Sure realities or truths become fleeting in darkness that covers the world like a glob.
https://marvel.fandom.com/wiki/Knull_(Earth-616)
Nothing is new. As society becomes more desperate where more beasts will be revealed physically, emotionally, and digitally. The jungle is always the jungle.