It just made me feel miserable @eaglespirit because it turned into a "should". The thing is in my heart I don't care about winning but I have this competitive side that once engaged takes over. It's like it has a life of it's own.
It's weird writing about it now because I don't feel like that anymore and it's hard to connect with feeling that way. It's almost like some instinct gets triggered and I respond before I'm aware of it.
Anyway, I'm just glad everything has settled down now.
Keep enjoying yourself @eaglespirit. That's the main thing isn't? 💙
Yes, I can imagine, which is one of the main reasons why I stated I am not going for #1. It would make me way too competitive ... it's in the Indian blood.. Wahahahahah
Yes, it is about enjoyment and I am nearing my 6th month and its all about consistency and enjoying. One thing on my side is loving to write and I have learned so much and continuing on with that too. It's very important to me as well as learning from folks like you.
Makes it all worth it! :)
Well I'm honoured that you're learning from me. Can't imagine what but that's great to hear anyway. 😁
I must be nearing my sixth month. My my. That's flown by.
Unfortunately I don't love to write, I sort of tolerate it, but I do love to take photographs and I love to chat. 😍
there's something to learn from everyone. :)
i like your friendliness and i love your photos. knowing that you love engagement is nice to know since more of us need to band together. IKR re: 6 months!! i cant believe it either.