This is literally the first time I'm feeling this type of way. I don't even know if this feeling is what people call an heartbreak, am i heartbroken. Honestly, it's like i don't even know how i feel anymore, i am neither happy nor sad. Does that sound normal to you? because it doesn't sound normal to me. I am just very confused at the moment. I have never been like this before, and the funniest thing about this whole feeling is the fact that everything still feels like a dream, even when i clearly know it's not, i just can't help but think back to the day this whole thing happened, i mean the day this whole feeling of being confused and not being confused started. I think i’m still in shock. Although i saw this day coming but i never thought it would be as close as this, it just happened so fast and that too in the oddest way possible...
I haven't been my best self for the last couple of days now, i have been feeling very confused, lost and quite unsure about lots of things this week, and upon that i got one of the craziest message ever, and that too from a very special person of mine. Everything happened in the oddest way possible. Although I acted like i was okay, but the funniest thing right now is that i don't even know if i'm okay, it’s like I’m stuck. I have been doing some strange things lately, and right now i am starting to doubt if I’m okay or not. I have never been in this position before, so i don't know if it's normal or not. Is this how you feel when your heart gets broken and crushed by another?...
What's happening to me? it's been two days since my heart got crushed by another and i don’t even know how I’m feeling. Funny enough i got this message in the oddest hour of the day, after being stood up for a week, but then being stood up for a week literally gave me an hint as to what to expect later. The day came, she kept on beating around the bush, saying all sorts of things to make me feel good when she knew she was going to crush my heart, i don't know why she was doing that though. I was just expecting her to drop the bomb on me, and that's because i was starting to get sick from curiosity and waiting. I have been preparing my mind for this very day for years, but when it eventually happened my body didn't even take it too deep, not knowing my heart already did...
I got that message at around 1:00 am days ago and immediately went to bed with it. At that point, it felt like a huge burden was been lifted off my chest, i slept peacefully that night, after being sleepless for almost a week, but guess what, i woke up feeling confused the next day, and till now i am still very confused. I can't count the number of times i've slide into her dm since everything happened, funny how i'm still worried about someone who crushed my heart...
I saw this coming a long time ago, and i literally have been preparing my mind since then, i have been waiting for the day when it would be my turn to get served. The funniest thing about this whole feeling is that i never expected it to be this way, and the craziest thing is that i don't even know how my body is handling it right now, i look pretty normal right now but deep down it doesn't seem so. One thing i know for a certain is that this feeling won't stop me from updating my blog daily, at the end of the day money must be made, just as my boss @burlarj would say, lol. What will be will be, i will be fully up and running soon...
THANKS FOR READING...
A lot of us have been there man. It stings a lot. Mine was very bad sef, I'd wake up in the midnight and go through some previous chats or check her page and then I'd have anxiety (panic) attacks so bad I'd think I was going to die 🤣🤣. Keep in mind that was the first time and only time I've ever had anxiety attack.
Sha, time heals all wounds. Although mine healed faster cause somethings happened, but then my advice for you would be, don't try to escape it. Feel the pain, think about it deeply, listen to music, read, do things you enjoy, think about your life. Then probably once things are getting better small small you can learn a new skill ot something.
I started learning how to trade when i was heartbroken and right now it has made me a lot of money (although it has also caused me pain sometimes sha 🤣)
Over time you'll see that you're better off now, and that the break up was a learning experience. Now you know a lot more about how you want to be treated and the things you want to see in your next relationship whenever it happens. Though I will advice not to jump into anything until you're 100% sure you're healed. So you'll not inflict the pain you currently feel now on someone else.
Anyways, you'll be fine, that's the summary. Stay Strong Fox.
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Omo, just omoh 😂
Time heals all pain.. don’t think too much about it, it wasn’t your fault, you did nothing wrong, it is just a love not meant to be.
Night owl 😂, always active….
Respect man, thanks for stopping by…
A man what would I say you just had to let it go and focus on. The present at hand and where you are heading to just as you said now money must be mad at the end of the road so that the goal presently now
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STOPThanks mam