DECISIONS: When Your Mind Is Messed Up

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This may probably sound lame but one of my fear is ending up with someone I feel absolutely nothing for, someone I have little or no feeling for. And this isn't only just about marriage, which is deeper and life-changing, I am talking about relationships too. I know you all would say, it doesn't harm to give it a try and if it doesn't work out well then you can always back out.
I do not believe in jumping from one person to another or from one thing to the other, I don't have the energy or strength to do that. I would rather stay away from anything that saps or wanna suck my strength and the life out of me because, to be honest, doing this could be draining and demanding and I am not in for it
I don't like a situation where I have to give my all to something and in the end, it doesn't work out well or as planned. It kills my morale and my energy level decreases at ease and with speed.



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When Your Mind Is A Mess

So what do you do in a situation where you have two options to weigh and in those two options, you still aren't satisfied or want something more, yet your mind too is telling you that you just have to pick from those two and can't brush the two off?.
Among the two options, you naturally take a liking to one yet it doesn't feel like this is all there is to what you want in that package. Like it feels like the package is incomplete or something is missing and then another package comes in a way that seems complete in a way, but you just don't like the content of that package?
Which would you rather go for if you were me?

  • 1. The seemingly complete package in which content you don't like?

OR

  • 2. The seemingly incomplete package in which content you like

If you make any choice from the two options, do you mind telling me why and justifying your choice?



To avoid making the worst mistake and what I fear the most, I choose to not choose at all. I thought you guys should know and tell me what you would have done too if you were in my shoes.
What do you all think? Share your opinion thank you.

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𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 "𝐀𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞".
𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐰𝐚𝐲
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              17 August 2022
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