All I wished is the best for you. If you are comfortable this way seems fine.
I have a lot of female friends and I can relate 🙂. They are complicated and bit overweening. But not that bad though. If they care for you they will do their best unless they are angry with you for some silly matters 🌚.
That's the difference when most of the boys will not even notice let alone react for girls you are done for good 🤣.