It's easy to blame others for self-satisfaction. Also, some circumstances doesn't let us do what we want to do in life. But in the end, we have to be strong and find a solution for ourselves. You are right, living a meaningful life is not so easy...
Thanks for sharing...
The solution is within us, even if at times we do not find it, the path always leads us to what we want, but of course with perseverance and patience.