Después de un rato de estar allí estacionados le dije enciende el auto, mira todas esa personas vestidas de negro que vienen para acá a lo que el me dijo, ¿que personas? no hay nada esta alucinando claro que, ¡si !, Miralas nos señalan allí estan entonces le dije, vamos a oremos y comenzamos, pero por alguna razón extraña yo no podía cada vez que quería decir el Padre Nuestro comensaba a ahogarme y botar espuma por la boca, lo intente varias veses, pero nada . A la final el prendió su auto y nos fuimos, sabes le dije las sombras seguen allí mirandonos, yo creo que se trataba de personas muertas alrededor de la Iglesia.
Cuando nos íbamos las miraba y le volvi a preguntar a Fernando, ¿en serio no las ves ?, Para nada me quieres asustar, ¡estas loca!.
Saben eso terminó allí me dejo en mi casa y nos despedimos al otro día, nos vimos en clases le conté que no podía dormir y sentía que me estaba ahogando, el se preocupó entonces me dijo que hablaría con un amigo que el tienda que era metafísico. Al segundo día me sentía peor me dio fiebre y estaba muy ojerosa, el ahogo cada vez era más no quería decirle a mi mamá todavía lo podía controlar, al cuarto día fuimos a ver a su amigo el metafísico el Dr. Gustavo Gil llegamos a la casa de el, en ese momento no estaba nos hicieron pasar a una habitación en ella había una mesa grande de mármol gris, muy bonita varias sillas nos sentamos y comensamos hablar con otro amigo que también fueron con nosotros, me sentía muy cansada y me dio mucho sueño en mitad de la conversación que teníamos ¡puf!
Cómo si nada me dormi baje mi cabeza y la coloque en la mesa, me dejaron dormir cuando me desperté, Fernando me dijo que me dormi como una hora al rato llego el Dr. Gil, al apenas mirarme me dijo que pasaba algo en mi. Entraron varias personas más a la habitacion y nos sentaron en las sillas, a mi me sentaron en la cabecera de la mesa y iniciaron una especie de sesión espiritista .
Preguntando -¿ hay alguien allí ?, Tres veces, saben fue extraño yo los veia a todos sentados frente de mi, pero no sentia mi cuerpo , entonces hable pero no era mi vos era la de un hombre, sonaba como si se ahogara alguien estaba dentro de mi le comenzaron a preguntar ¿que quería? ¿de donde venía ?, el les dijo que se llamaba Cristobal Enrique Álvarez que había muerto en 1950, les conto que se habia ahorcado por que su mujer y su unico hijo habían muerto quemados en su casa y que no lo podía superar fue cuando tome una desesperada solución a mi pena.
Entonces el Dr. Gil y le pregunto ¿que quieres ?, a lo que respondió : ¡Nada! alrededor de las iglesias nos encontramos muchas almas perdidas quedamos aqui en la tierra penando, pagando por nuestros pecados, ya que nuestras muertes no fueron naturales . Ella esa noche llego muy vulnerable y entre en su cuerpo no le quiero hacer daño. Entonces dejala te ordeno que salgas de su cuerpo!, tu ya no perteneces a este mundo.
Y así pasó lo que era sentí que se fue y volví a ser yo, Fernando me contó después que le vio la cara era un hombre que se había ahocado, (ya entiendo por que me sentía aficciada), y que estaba penando en la tierra camino a mi casa hablamos un poco más de lo que paso, le conte que yo tambien escuchaba, pero no me responde.
Le dije que senti su dolor y vi lo que sucedio cuando estaba vivo con su mujer y su hijo, Fernando se asombró porque el todavía no me había contado esa parte, esa noche decidimos olvidarlo para siempre y seguir con nuestra vida,
pero una noche uno de mis amigos Ludher que fue tambien a la secion con nosotros me llevaba a mi casa, habiamos ido al cine su novia, la hermana de ella y su novio. Entonces Ludher comenso a contales a ellos lo que habia pasado me decía cuentales, cuentales dile tu hablales de por que se ahorcó , yo no quiero hablar de eso Ludher.
Le deje olvidalo ya pero insistía tanto que accedía contarles, pero cuando comencé a decir exactamente la parte de porque se ahoco, escuchamos un ruido (krash), el vidrio detrás del conductor se quebro Ludher, sintió que le movieron el volante y paro de golpe el auto todos salimos asustados, me dio pena me miraban como la rara no querian montarse en el auto, si yo iba prefirieron quedarse en la calle sola en medio debla noche esperando a que Ludher me llevará , en el camino le dije vistes no quería hablar del tema, pero Insististes ahora me temen Ludher iba callado llegamos a mi casa y me baje. Pero lo que pasó fue aún peor cuando iba subiendo en el ascensor, sentí un escalofrío horrible en mi cuerpo, algo sentí que me abrazo yo no me podía mover y me dijo al oído con una voz conocida para mi .
¿Me llamaste? Y volví a sentir que me ahogaba.
¿Who is there?
Years ago when I was still in high school, I met Fernando a very handsome young man with long hair, we liked the same style of clothes and music, we had a good time, we went to many places together but one special night something happened. We already had a year together and to celebrate we went to a rock concert in a famous club in the city that night, we were not at all well discumos and decided to leave there, he took me home it was about 1:00am when we passed near a church and I told him to stop, I was crying and I felt very sad because I was told that he was cheating on me with someone else, stop the car.
-I told him... promise me here in front of the church that you have nothing with that girl and well, of course! he promised (men...).
After a while of being parked there I told him to start the car, look at all those people dressed in black coming here to which he told me, what people? there is nothing, he is hallucinating of course, yes, look at them, they are pointing at us, so I told him, let's pray and start, but for some strange reason I could not, every time I wanted to say the Our Father I started to choke and froth at the mouth, I tried several times, but nothing. Finally he started his car and we left, you know I told him the shadows were still there watching us, I think they were dead people around the church.
As we were leaving I looked at them and I asked Fernando again, "You really don't see them, you don't want to scare me at all, you are crazy!
You know that ended there he dropped me off at my house and we said goodbye the next day, we saw each other in class I told him I couldn't sleep and I felt like I was drowning, he got worried so he told me he would talk to a friend of his who was a metaphysicist. On the second day I felt worse, I had a fever and I was very dizzy, the drowning was more and more I did not want to tell my mom I could still control it, on the fourth day we went to see his friend the metaphysician Dr. Gustavo Gil we arrived at his house, at that time he was not there, they made us go to a room where there was a large gray marble table, very nice several chairs we sat down and started talking with another friend who also went with us, I felt very tired and I got very sleepy in the middle of the conversation we were having poof!
As if nothing happened I fell asleep, I put my head down and placed it on the table, they let me sleep when I woke up, Fernando told me that I slept for about an hour, after a while Dr. Gil arrived, when he just looked at me he told me that something was wrong with me. Several other people came into the room and sat us in the chairs, they sat me at the head of the table and began a kind of séance.
Asking - is there anyone there, three times, you know it was strange I saw them all sitting in front of me, but I did not feel my body, then I spoke but it was not my voice was that of a man, sounded like someone was drowning was inside me they began to ask him what he wanted, where did he come from, he asked them where he was coming from, he asked them what he wanted. He told them that his name was Cristobal Enrique Alvarez who had died in 1950, he told them that he had hanged himself because his wife and his only son had burned to death in his house and that he could not get over it, that was when I took a desperate solution to my pain.
Then Dr. Gil asked her what do you want, to which she replied: Nothing! around the churches we find many lost souls left here on earth grieving, paying for our sins, since our deaths were not natural. She arrived that night very vulnerable and I entered her body, I do not want to harm her. Then leave her I order you to get out of her body, you no longer belong to this world.
And so it happened what it was I felt that she was gone and I became me again, Fernando told me after he saw her face was a man who had drowned, (I understand why I was feeling addicted), and that he was suffering on the ground on the way to my house we talked a little more about what happened, I told him that I also listened, but he did not answer me.
I told him that I felt his pain and saw what happened when he was alive with his wife and son, Fernando was amazed because he still hadn't told me that part, that night we decided to forget him forever and go on with our lives, But one night one of my friends Ludher, who also went to the session with us, took me to my house, we had gone to the movies with his girlfriend, her sister and her boyfriend. Then Ludher started to tell them what had happened, he told me, tell them, tell them, you tell them why he hanged himself, I don't want to talk about it Ludher.
I let him forget it but he insisted so much that I agreed to tell them, but when I started to tell them exactly the part about why he drowned, we heard a noise (krash), the glass behind the driver's seat broke and Ludher felt the steering wheel move and the car stopped suddenly, we all got out scared, I felt sorry for them, they looked at me like the weird one, they didn't want to ride with me, they didn't want to see me, they didn't want to see me.
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