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Her desire to bolster her boyfriend's alpha characteristics raises critical questions about gender expectations and relational dynamics. The author reflects on her wish for “a better beta” and the multifaceted challenges that come with redefining masculine qualities. She expresses the understanding that while she wants a partner who exudes confidence and stability, she also fears the repercussions of him becoming too aware of his worth.
This dynamic illustrates a broader point about female desires—women often grapple with the inherent challenges of wanting a strong partner while simultaneously fearing that strength may lead to abandonment if the partner realizes their worth in the marketplace.