It's as they say, imagination is more important than knowledge
I cannot imagine what it feels like to not be able to create and hold images using your imaginations
Why does yours fail you?
Is it some medical issues?
About your writing, I am one of Those people who will affirm that it hasn't changed much
But since you are the one who has to battle with building and connecting the lines for a better writing, you are the one who truly understands how much has changed.
I had a stroke caused by a carotid artery dissection a couple months ago. Seems it broke part of my brain required for imagination.
Oh, I am sorry about this
Is recovery possible? Or you have to deal with this for the rest of your life? (I really hope not)
It will affect me in some way always, but supposedly I should recover okay - it just takes time and a lot of work to rehab.
I pray that you will get well soon, sir
I pray that you will always find the motivation to keep pushing no matter what happens