Having to wait, can be very dreading for a person who's dreaming of freedom and flying every singe day. Drowning in the dream of all the possibilities that can happen when the door opens. The frustration, when you open your eyes and you see that you are still in the same place and many days of life have gone to the untouchable side of the dimension. You wake up one day and question the person you are and the path you are taking and most importantly, the actual reason for life and living. And this point, in my opinion, is the going to be where the course and the view of life can drastically change.
Those critical questions, come from a place where there's uncertainty and confusion. Chaos is all that can be seen and this can be very dangerous. Not knowing yourself and your purpose are not the best positions that a person can be in, and self destruction is going to be one possibility on the horizon. But is there any other way out of this state of mind?
I don't think we will ever be able to completely remove those feelings and emotions as they are the nature of our being and they have been with us for generations. What we can do though, is to see the fact that we are not much and we are not the heroes that we think we are, meant to spell the ''Greatness''! Accepting that one day we all are going to die and go back to forever of infinity, and knowing that it's ok not to be ok and make our peace with the crazy animal that we all are.
Our bodies are just a few flames that are burning out in the space-time continuum, and there's nothing we can do to stop it. So the rational thing to do, can be to cook as much a you can with the fire you have and it does not matter where you are.
Remember that one day this flame will go off, so you might as well eat the meals you want eat!
Thank you for reading this. :)
Peace! <3
