one day at a time

in #journal3 years ago


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we finally got around to grabbing a load of stuff we had in a storage room at the old apartment

wow, i can't believe how much crap we have - there is still a big load left, maybe 2.

we still haven't dealt with the travel trailer problem yet which is really just eating away at my concentration

and i have a TON of phone calls and medical stuff I have been putting off/ignoring

I've thought about just 'hammering' away at all the 'adulty' shit I need to do - but it's just so f***ing mentally exhausting

it 'feels' like it would probably take a friggin month

that would be another month of me getting nothing done for the interwebz

it's hard to 'create' content or study code when you're constantly preoccupied with a bazillion other distractions


we have grand daughter for the weekend -

wifey found a free dollhouse - damn thing is like 3 foot wide and 4 foot tall - well, no more 'room' in the living room


my experiment for posting is going so well, it would help if i posted more lolli

i've been super focused on trying to get into studying/writing code again

i don't know if it's just me getting older or the world is just going faster

it seems like time is just flying , i can sit down and read for what seems like 5 minutes and the next thing i know 4 hours is gone - dammit


we have the lady where our travel trailer is parked breathing down our neck about moving it

so it looks like the rest of this is fucked - we have to shut down every other aspect of our life and go deal with that crap

it will be nice to have that out of the way , we were going to have to deal with it at some point

even if we can get half what we paid for it - right now every last penny gets squeezed to the fullest

i cant wait for the next 4-5 years to fly by and be able to just live off a fortune in crypto and be able to enjoy a day without all the bullshit stress of poverty and desparation


OK, well that;s it for today - i will try to check in next week - time permitting ;)