And not to mention that the whole world is in lockdown by the way - let's not forget that added shit that is hitting the fan while you are going through this loss - I mean really - we are in seriously hard times, and then add losing a loved one on top of it - me I would be on my knees begging God every few seconds - which I am doing anyway - because I am going through my own difficulties at the moment - I think we all are - but there are people, like you, who are enduring greater tragedy- my friend's son od'ed in the middle of this shit - so I would say - GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK - the fact that you are simply getting up in the morning, getting dressed and doing something every day says a lot - we are slogging through right now - i did not know about the chiron deal - but I sure feel the Mercury RX shadow.
In some ways, I almost feel like I got a head start with the separation, as though the breakdown of my old life was preparation for going into this collective shift with an increased capacity to hold the space for what’s been happening globally. Of maybe that’s just some mental masterbation, toying with ideas.
And now, just going into Venus, Saturn, and Jupiter retrograde!
(The Chiron ones were just my personal transits this week.)
Came across this excellent perspective on the big 4 planetary alignments that are seriously stirring shit up for a few years, kinda slow but incredibly articulated. Worth checking out if you’re into astrology:
sometimes I wonder if what we do down here is simply reflected in the heavens - not unlike the double slit experiment - or did the dark occult pick this time of astrology to implement their new regime?
hard to know. I imagine both are possibilities - like, simultaneously the energetic conditions of these times could've been "hijacked" and utilized towards dark purposes, though the conditions would've been calling for challenges similar to these anyways... so it might be like the, "which comes first: the chicken or the egg" dilemma.
I dunno if you read the Grand Conspiracy Or Evolutionary Program...? post of mine a few weeks ago, though I speak to a bit of the contemplations on the matter there...
Well - thanks for sharing that link - I will check it out - I don't believe that it is minutely orchestrated but I do believe that "they" are much more united than we in that they use the Mastermind discussed by Napolean Hill in his interview with Andrew Carnegie-and you can use forces for good or ill if you know how to keep the blow-back off of you -which they do...so being that they are skilled in the great mysteries I would say they can use the Hegelian dialectic and other instruments to get us to create what they want - but it is interesting when the stars reflect what is going on here - either way we are entering the Age of Aquarius in another 100 years so it can be dark or light however the numbers choose it to be - most people now are in the dark - although there are more that are waking up maybe - I don't see it but maybe so I am told.