Reflections
6 years ago in #life by rok-sivante (77)
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This post is raw and honest.
Possibly the most raw and honest post I've ever read on this platform.
It must have been difficult to hit the 'post' button but I'm glad you did.
Most posts don't hit home for me, this resonates more than I'd like to admit.
You're peering into your soul and giving people a window into some very painful truths about life and love.
One thing to know, or that has helped me get through heartache, is a phrase that many might find cliche or even cringe.
It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
I can only imagine how many human beings have felt the agony of losing someone dear to their heart but would it not be worse never to have experienced deep love, as fleeting and temporary as it can often be?
Thank you
Your welcome.
And thank you for this feedback. It means alot. This degree of public vulnerability is definitely a bit nerve-rattling, though it’s input like this letting me know it resonates and has meaning to at least one person that makes it worthwhile and fuels me to keep up with such service.
(Also, I appreciate all your support these past months.)
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When Peleo fell in love with Tethys he asked Chiron for advice and he recommended that once he touched her and caught her, he should not let her go. A difficult piece of advice, because there are loves that no matter how much you cling to them, they go away, they end. Reading this text I think that there is no longer a sincere and long journey like the one we make inside ourselves and you carry, apparently, very heavy suitcases! Music will always be a good companion for any journey. I read and listen to you, @rok-sivante. Greetings
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Unfortunately, that is probably going to happen quite a bit more than you think. Even years later and even if you are with someone else. You will hear a joke or a song or a movie clip and for a split second you will have some of the feels. The good thing is like any form of grief, the impact gets less and less over time. Instead of having a full break down you might just have a half smile and chuckle. It does get better.
And not to mention that the whole world is in lockdown by the way - let's not forget that added shit that is hitting the fan while you are going through this loss - I mean really - we are in seriously hard times, and then add losing a loved one on top of it - me I would be on my knees begging God every few seconds - which I am doing anyway - because I am going through my own difficulties at the moment - I think we all are - but there are people, like you, who are enduring greater tragedy- my friend's son od'ed in the middle of this shit - so I would say - GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK - the fact that you are simply getting up in the morning, getting dressed and doing something every day says a lot - we are slogging through right now - i did not know about the chiron deal - but I sure feel the Mercury RX shadow.
In some ways, I almost feel like I got a head start with the separation, as though the breakdown of my old life was preparation for going into this collective shift with an increased capacity to hold the space for what’s been happening globally. Of maybe that’s just some mental masterbation, toying with ideas.
And now, just going into Venus, Saturn, and Jupiter retrograde!
(The Chiron ones were just my personal transits this week.)
Came across this excellent perspective on the big 4 planetary alignments that are seriously stirring shit up for a few years, kinda slow but incredibly articulated. Worth checking out if you’re into astrology:
sometimes I wonder if what we do down here is simply reflected in the heavens - not unlike the double slit experiment - or did the dark occult pick this time of astrology to implement their new regime?
hard to know. I imagine both are possibilities - like, simultaneously the energetic conditions of these times could've been "hijacked" and utilized towards dark purposes, though the conditions would've been calling for challenges similar to these anyways... so it might be like the, "which comes first: the chicken or the egg" dilemma.
I dunno if you read the Grand Conspiracy Or Evolutionary Program...? post of mine a few weeks ago, though I speak to a bit of the contemplations on the matter there...
Well - thanks for sharing that link - I will check it out - I don't believe that it is minutely orchestrated but I do believe that "they" are much more united than we in that they use the Mastermind discussed by Napolean Hill in his interview with Andrew Carnegie-and you can use forces for good or ill if you know how to keep the blow-back off of you -which they do...so being that they are skilled in the great mysteries I would say they can use the Hegelian dialectic and other instruments to get us to create what they want - but it is interesting when the stars reflect what is going on here - either way we are entering the Age of Aquarius in another 100 years so it can be dark or light however the numbers choose it to be - most people now are in the dark - although there are more that are waking up maybe - I don't see it but maybe so I am told.
....no one knows of course, but it sounds very similar to my 'rite of passage' from a broken relationship with a 'soul' mate'.
I took me 5 or 6 years to 'get over it'.
'Getting over it' is incorrect.
It's accepting that once your heart is truly broken, it's still your heart, but it will forever not beat the same.
Better?
Worse?
Neither. Just differently .... Forever.
It's a different you, now. (that's how I visualize it anyways)
Hence 'the rite of passage'. Growing up? Very possibly.
No one said (re) birth wasn't traumatic..
Not exactly an uplifting comment, but I think I understand where you are, what you are going through.
Time matey...as painful and fucked up as it is..
well, it wasn't exactly the most uplifting post, so the comment fits appropriately. lol.
and it is appreciated.
I heard once that it takes twice as long as a relationship lasted to fully "get over it." By that math, at 36 now and it having lasted 7 years... I may be good to go for another by the time I hit 50.
That sounds kinda horribly depressing yet perfectly reasonable at the same time. Though of course, whoever said that coulda just been trying to pass off their own theory as truth for everyone, which surely isn't valid for everyone...
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Purely from my own perspective... there is no getting over it. There is no 'it'....the process itself changes the person forever.
Accepting the new person that you have become is the trick.
(....which I think, only time can achieve).
'The old you' doesn't exist anymore. (looking back, that's how I can frame it relative to myself)
....And that's a fucker.(in my experience).
yep. that sums it up pretty well.