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Too broken and exhausted to go on... :(
But too strong to give up. :)
A mix of optimism, and outright hatred of self and everything.
Neverending pain, but brief moments of happiness seemingly making it all worthwhile.
Thanks for your post.

One thing that I've learned in this life is that every day is a blessing. Even the really "bad" days. Keep the faith and try to stay in a positive mindset.

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