Hello Hive family,
I'm back,
Yes... I must say it was very difficult for me to face this global crisis.
Confined since November due to my operation which allowed me to think about people who have been confined for a long time or people with a disability or other inability to move. I had also been in depression before for years. From then on, I had a surplus of emotions. I went through sadness, abandonment, love, despair, unhappiness, anger. And to face it alone is moreover difficult for me...
I had pain in my hip a few times. When my doctor, hip specialist canceled my appointment on March 28, I collapsed... There the stress started... I was anxious to have too much pain having to find myself in the hospital and over catching this satan virus... Whether they intubate me and have to choose between me or another person... I went really far... It was horrible!
It was too much for me. There have been too many things lately...
I had to sort through my head to get out and get up with a clear conscience and be at peace with myself. With in addition the change of Hive and Steem, I was very disturbed so I decided to take a step back because I wanted to stop everything. How impulsive I am.
Weeks and months passed and I finally had a fairly severe anxiety attack. Instead of refocusing, I got more lost and accelerated my anxiety. So I had to take a big break for everything! So that's why I wanted to take my time.
I am a person who thinks a lot. So I put it into perspective. I thought to myself "Stop everything and refocus yourself with positivity and good things."
I prefer now to focus on my spirituality, on myself and also on a creative level. Why not discover me, too. So I take advantage of the confinement in a positive and constructive manner for the future, while preserving myself.
So here I am. I decided to spend more time with the people I know. I give myself as "mission" during the next two weeks: to talk about Hive and get as many people as possible here.
Always and again. Only good things and positivity on Hive so I will campaign for it.
I think happiness can be learned and must be lived.
Thank you for your support and advices. See you later friends, I love you.
Picture taken by my friend fotographer two or three years ago.
You look amazing! Super cute. Nice shot.
Wow! You have had your fair share in this life. You have been through a lot. I am glad you came out stronger.
Happiness can indeed be learned when we choose to see the blessing in everything.
Good post, my friend. I want to read more and more about you.
Thank you so much my friend for your deep words who touched me.
Yes, is it time to focus in good things, to grow and learn.
I am really happy to know you, take really care of you, Big Hugs.
Absolutely. I am really excited about knowing you too.
Hugs.
Glad you decided to join us in the other side
Happy to be here my friend :)