This phrase caught my attention powerfully and it is true, who else can change the panorama of everything than children. I currently work in a public school and look, every day I am more surprised by the things I can hear and see.
My God, being a mother and on many, many occasions I have been on the verge of nervous breakdown because motherhood has not been easy for me, sometimes I cannot believe so many things and even if I am on the verge I would never be able to hit a child, wish them harm or curse, my God, it cost me so much to have my two children that the most I can do for them is do everything.
Sometimes I do question myself because I feel guilty that sometimes I lose control and want to disappear, I want to run away when something doesn't go well, but it's mostly because of exhaustion, it would never be because I don't love my children, on the contrary, excess of love That's how I feel about them.
Rather, it often hurts me that I can't do more, but I swear it hasn't been easy for me. However, when I see other examples I say “Flor, don't feel bad, you're doing it right”, there are others who don't deserve to be parents, but well I also start to think why God sent that person children.
For example, there at school there is a girl who must be 34 years old at the most, that girl and I call her girl because if you see her you will be surprised that she is 15 years old, well she has 11 children, and her eldest daughter I don't know what She is old, she is a mother, that is, the girl is already a grandmother, well she has 11 children from 9 different men, only the first two are from the same father, the rest one from each man.
My God, my daughter would say, how could this event be possible? Last year, one of the older girls must have been 12 years old by now. She came to school sleepy. She fell asleep at the desk and when the teacher asked her, why not? She had slept at night, the girl answered that she couldn't because her newborn brother cried a lot and wouldn't let her sleep.
And I couldn't believe it, God, because taking away a child's childhood by putting them through a bad night takes away their illusion of being children, wanting to play or watch TV or share with their parents because they are always busy raising one or another child.
When I read that children are the hope of the future, sometimes I say, but it depends on which home they come from, because what can be the hope of a child if he has so many siblings, his mother must work, a lot because she does not have a stable partner to help her , so what examples can you see at home, what can be your hope?
Yesterday my daughter had to make a poster about HOPE VALUE as part of an evaluation of the Social Science subject and she alone searched for ideas on the internet and told me to help her make the drawing, then she colored it, in her own way, I use watercolors, markers and colors, I blend and put a little chalk to make it different. I saw her so excited preparing her file that I couldn't be happier.
Gaby is coming out of an infectious condition and this week she was almost unable to go to school due to a 72-hour rest, but today she is going to school because she wants to do her Mother's Day gift and do 2 evaluations that she could not present for being at rest. I hope you feel well and don't relapse because we haven't had an easy time with this flu and subsequent respiratory infection.
Fortunately he is better now, but I am already stressed because his brother started coughing, my dear God, give me patience is the only thing I can ask for, patience and more patience.
Friends, I wish you a happy weekend, thank you for reading my post and supporting me with the stories of my family life. Happy Mother's Day to all of you wonderful mothers from our beloved @motherhood community, congratulations to those fathers who today play the role of mothers, have a good time with your beautiful children and may God give you lots of health and Bless you always.
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Que hermoso dibujo de Gaby querida Flor, muy linda forma de expresarse. Siempre dándole tu apoyo incondicional amiga.
Me alegro mucho que ya esté mejor . Feliz día 🌹🌷🌼🪷🥀🪻🌺🌸💮🌻💐☘️😘
Hola amiga Tania siii le quedó muy lindo y muy motivador. Ya está mejor gracias a Dios 🙏 y finalmente hoy pudo ir a la escuela a presentar varias evaluaciones pendientes y hacer su detallito del día de las madres. Gracias amiga por pasar y dejar tu lindo comentario
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Que se terminen de mejorar tus hijos y pases un feliz día de las madres