Hello friends, I greet you and I wish you a happy Monday and a wonderful week, that you can achieve everything you set your mind to and always be in good health.
My story as a mother is a bit strange hahaha and I say strange because I am happy, but at the same time I suffer and on many occasions I see everything difficult, of course everything lasts a short time, because then I solve it and everything returns to normal, what happens to me is Sometimes I get desperate because I can't control something and of course I collapse.
I come from a family in which unfortunately when the woman got married she had to be something more or less a slave, the woman had to clean, cook, wash, take care of her husband and with the arrival of the children, take care of the children from the moment they are in the belly is even big and as if that were not enough nowadays the additional woman must also work on the street.
And my dream was always to have a family and improve many things in it that I didn't like about mine, so I accepted all those patterns and in addition I enslaved myself even more in the house and with the arrival of my children many burdens were added.
The ideal would have been to have a partner who thought differently and would help me a little, but no, my husband also came from those families where it is said that the woman is to be there and take care of the house, the children and the husband and well, he didn't do that either. a lot to try to change things, on the contrary, he spent all day on the street working and when he got home I had to take care of him and the house had to be up to date.
I did all this with great pleasure at the beginning, even a long time after my children were born, but as the saying goes “there is no evil that lasts 100 years nor a body that can resist it”, one day I got tired and began to let go a little of what I I didn't like it and I started to reveal myself hahahaha.
Because friends, as I always tell my husband, being 18 years old is not the same as being 40 years old or older. In other words, the body gets tired, the responsibilities with the children grow and someone has to sacrifice.
Well, I admit that I lived my life and sacrificed a lot, but today I have freed myself a little, and I say a little because I still have a lot to do, and I think I have a lot to do, but I am doing my best to ensure that everything changes for the good of me and my children, since I always say that if I am not well, how am I going to transmit well-being to my children.
And that is what I have proposed today to enjoy myself more and make myself happy. How am I doing it? Well, doing things that make me happy, such as going to the beach, connecting with nature, climbing mountains, that makes me happy and if it's alone, much better because I feel like I need that time for myself. Also getting out of the house more and spending time with friends, attending group meetings, for example, birthdays, I go out with my co-workers and well, those are the things I'm doing for now.
Although, if I'm honest, it has been difficult for me to give myself those small moments, which make me happy, because I have always been with my children, they are like my tendrils, sometimes I feel like a bad mother, because I am not with them or because I am not working. like a donkey in the house, but I understood that there are times for everything and these are to work on myself, to improve emotions, to improve childhood traumas and wounds, they are moments to be alone and do things that only I am going to do. enjoy.
Friends, as always, grateful that you have read me and supported me in the comments. Thank you for always supporting me in the stories of my life. Greetings and blessings.
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Que divino Flor. Espectaculares fotos.
Demasiado bello todo Claudi, de verdad que lo he disfrutado mucho y esas fotos me quedan para tener mas motivación y poder continuar a pesar de las dificultades que se presentan en el camino. Gracias por pasar amiga bella. Saludos