The fear of everything falling apart in a second is very human, we all suffer from it at some point and even more so when it has been experienced in the flesh.
It is not about drowning in that thought, but to keep it in mind because life is like that, ephemeral and unpredictable, but what is worth is to live it every second even knowing that everything can change at any moment 🦉
You are absolutely right friend, and that is why I am working on leaving behind those dark thoughts that bring me down for moments and focus only on the positive, in fact I just came back from a class that left me very happy, there are vocal advances in my work with singer ❤️ That's what I have to hold on to ❤️