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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 4 years ago
No Questions Asked — How I confronted the British Police
Here is a video I made showing how the British Police conceal the widespread sexual abuse of children: I am a survivor of sexual abuse at a camp similar to the type run by…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Speaking out about abuse is part of the healing process
The sexual abuse I experienced was denied and covered-up. But now, almost four-thousand people on YouTube have listened to the testimony of what happened to me as a child…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Epstein's Island, the Royal Family, and Outward Bound
As a child, I was raped and tortured at the Ullswater Outward Bound camp in the UK. This camp is architected in a very similar way to Epstein's Island . It was also…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Similarities between Epstein's Island and the camp where I was abused
The British camp where I was sexually abused as a child was architected in a similar way to Epstein's 'Pedophile Island'. I grew up in England in the 1980s. As a child, I was…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 5 years ago
The Architecture of Abuse (Chapter 2.18)
Every major cultural tradition produces its corresponding architecture. What then is the architecture of child abuse? And how does this architecture enable the pervasive rape of…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Repression and Depression as symptoms of unresolved core traumas (Chapter 2.17)
Repression means 'to restrain or hold back'. Repression is the process by which traumatic memories are restrained, or held back , from normal waking consciousness. The word…
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matrjoschka (64)in #life • 5 years ago
Speaking out about child abuse by the British Crown
This is a photo of me as a kid. I am a survivor of childhood sexual-abuse by the British Crown. The recent Epstein fiasco has deeply upset me. I have spoken out here on…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Use of Drugs and Sedatives during Trauma-Based Mind Control (Chapter 2.12)
Psychoactive drugs are sometimes used by programmers during ritual abuse. Typically, the objective of using these drugs is to induce a sense of confusion, disorientation or…
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matrjoschka (64)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Brexit as suicide: The psychology of self-harm
In the psychoanalysis of Brexit, we confront a suicidal patient. The question must then be asked: What is the rationale behind this compulsion to self- harm? Just as a body…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #psychology • 5 years ago
The History of Mind Control — Secret Doors, Hidden Rooms, Chapter 1.3
Is 'power' mind-control? It is difficult to establish a precise history of trauma-based mind-control, given that history itself is typically recorded and transmitted by the…
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matrjoschka (64)in #writing • 5 years ago
Ryan Adams blows himself up: A dream I had last night.
Last night I dreamt that singer-songwriter Ryan Adams blew himself up. I met Adams at a press conference in the dream and he seemed quite likeable from a distance although I was…
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matrjoschka (64)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Pornography and Me: How and why I escaped.
What is it about pornography? It draws so many of us to crouch, haggard, in darkened rooms, massaging our genitalia to lonely climax in in the cold glow of LCD. Then, in the…
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matrjoschka (64)in #psychology • 5 years ago
Should you listen to your dreams?
Is your subconscious mind communicating with you through your dreams? Yesterday, I sat down at the piano and improvised a piece. Then I listened to Jung talking about dream…
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matrjoschka (64)in #life • 5 years ago
Instructions: How to make a hollow, wooden tetrahedron
Given our current sociopolitical situation, the question on most people's lips is, "How can I make a hollow, wooden tetrahedron?" This post aims to address this question. What…
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matrjoschka (64)in #life • 5 years ago
The big problem with the #metoo movement
Men are not the enemy. In fact, sexual violence is perpetrated across genders. Although the methods of abuse often differ: Men are more likely to actively perpetrate, where…
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matrjoschka (64)in #life • 6 years ago
The Karma Police: A toolkit for abuse survivors
I've returned to Steemit with a new project. I took a five month break to heal more from abuse and I've now started a podcast I'd like to share with you all. The project is…
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matrjoschka reblogged
kida (57)in #child • 6 years ago
A poem by Kid B: The Inner World of Trauma — Memories of Childhood Sexual Abuse
This is a drawing by Kid B depicting her abuse as a child. Prologue: What follows is a poem based on Kid B's experiences of sexual abuse as a child in the UK. At the end of…
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matrjoschka (64)in #psychology • 6 years ago
One more thing...
Before I leave you all. I wanted to revisit the reason I first signed up here. To speak out about the abuse of children. Some of you might remember that I exposed the…
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matrjoschka (64)in #poetry • 6 years ago
A farewell poem
My plane landed in a new world. Then, I found this poem in a book that I picked up by random chance in the first bookshop I walked into: Goodbye.
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matrjoschka (64)in #psychology • 6 years ago
How to let go and stop repeating the past
As a child I was abused by both of my parents. And as an adult I have sometimes unconsciously repeated those relationship patterns by befriending some people who didn't care…
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