There is absolute light or absolute darkness... there is no middle condition... only two colours black and white... true or lie... life or death. I do not know where am I I see dark side behind me... I was trying to left it... more I go ahead then more I lose my hope to see other colors... I remember, so long time ago there was a lot of colors, then maybe I should go back... no it's bad idea... I couldn't born twice... it's the strait way without any fork... fork the same as fib... it makes you to vibrate... just watch the sky... I forgot it...head up...I see pure blue... the thing that never change. In the bottom the phrase in Russian that means life is beautiful