I really enjoyed the show of vulnerability in this post, and the video @crimsonclad π Brave and extremely admirable! It sounds as if you are a bit hard on yourself, but came around to the idea that you should refocus in a way that does not feel draining to you- PROPS!
As you talked about the internet of things, it reminded me of this post I wrote five years ago on Steemit, where I talk about my predictions involving AI weirdness and an energy crisis... it was totally satire, but it aged "well"...Strange times indeed!
Thanks for all the hard work you do, and the lesson on security/ how hive has evolved! You are a shining example of positivity through strife π