Hello, @Igfurmanczyk
Your story reminds me of my brother who, like you, is a lover of horses. He thinks he is the best animal that can exist.
My house where I lived as a child was very large and people said that it looked like a farm because it grew surrounded by beautiful animals. We had little pigs, rabbits, chickens, turtles, birds, dogs, ducks, horses and even some cows. They were very happy times and I miss the place every day of my life.