This is my personal story I wanted to share with you. There is a reason that as a mom of five, an entrepreneur and as a photographer I started my journey with AI. Creating images in solitude for me was a way to cope with my inner world.
The image
In the somber embrace of a world shrouded in dusky tones, stands a solitary figure, draped in a cloak that melds into the eerie landscape behind her. This image, born from a place of profound sorrow and solitude, captures the essence of feeling lost in a world that seems devoid of others’ presence. It is a visual representation of my journey through the darkest times following my brother's suicide last year. And the reason for my inner pain.
My why for making this image
This piece is more than just an artwork; it's a portal to the emotions that I've grappled with—the overwhelming sense of isolation and the quest for a glimmer of meaning in a seemingly obscure existence. The woman in the image, surrounded by a barren landscape with stark trees and a foggy backdrop, holds a globe, symbolizing the weight of the world that I've felt on my shoulders. Her gaze, hidden beneath the hood, reflects the introspection and the search within for answers and solace. The way I really felt during that time.
Why midjourney? Why AI?
Using the platform Midjourney, I channeled my feelings into creating an image that could speak the unspeakable. Art, in this context, became my refuge, offering a way to express what words could not fully convey. It provided a creative outlet that helped me process my grief, giving shape to the abstract pains that grief harbors.
For who?
For those who have experienced similar losses, this image may resonate on a visceral level. It is a reminder that you are not alone in your feelings of isolation and despair. The process of creating art, whether through digital means or traditional mediums, can be a powerful tool for healing. It allows us to externalize our inner turmoil and can serve as a stepping stone towards healing.
In sharing this creation, I hope to connect with others who are navigating their own landscapes of loss. Perhaps this image can serve as a companion in your journey, a testament to the fact that even in the most profound sadness, beauty and understanding can emerge. May this artwork inspire you to find your own path through the shadows, using creativity as your guide towards light and rediscovery. From my experience this helps.
The image is created by my own prompt, written in midjourney.