It is not by sight or emotion, is by fait.
He promised that he would never leave us.
Matthew 28:20 New International Version (NIV)
"... and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”
The Tree of Life, or Etz haChayim (עץ החיים) has upvoted you with divine emanations of G-ds creation itself ex nihilo. We reveal Light by transforming our Desire to Receive for Ourselves to a Desire to Receive for Others. I am part of the Curators Guild (Sephiroth), through which Ein Sof (The Infinite) reveals Itself!
Amen!
Followed you.