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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Six Weeks Clean
Wow, things have been a fucking roller coaster. I haven't been writing as much and I have a surprising amount of acceptance about that. I have been taking care of practical life…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Gambling Recovery
Last bet-July 24th I attended my second GA meeting and received my 30-day pin. I'm very proud because recovery has been very hard. Attending GA seems incredibly important for…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Four Weeks
Day 28 I'm going to try to celebrate. I'm in so much pain today. I don't know if it is related to withdraw symptoms or other things in my life or both. Fuck, though. My mind…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Day 27—Gambling Addiction Recovery
It has been a few days since I've written. I've had so much going on with two different jobs. Most pressingly, I have been struggling emotionally after my girlfriend told me that…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Day 22 I am travelling for work today. Additionally, I just got paid. There is worry and anxiety in my body about gambling while I’m in a new space. I have a plan in place if…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—Three Weeks Ago
Yay! Three weeks to the day is the last bet I made. I have no money after torching 13K over a two week span, but I feel powerful as can be. I mean NO money. Like, visas are…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Day 20—Continued
I felt a lot of emotions as I attended the GA meeting. An incredible cocktail of shame, excitement, fear, curiousity, necessity, and determination was present in my body. It…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Day 20 I went to GA last night. What an incredible feeling—to have my shame out on the table and received so warmly by others. It was a profound experience to listen to the…
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cryptopeak (25)in #addiction • 6 years ago
First GA Meeting
I am going to my first GA meeting tonight. Can anyone tell me what to expect? Is it expected that people talk at their first meeting? Thanks. Today is a good day.
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th, 2019
Day 19 Yesterday was a tough day. I had lots of arguments with my partner. Understandably, she feels scared given the fact that I withheld my gambling addiction from her.…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Holy shit. Tough day. Didn't gamble though. Today is a good day.
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Day 16 It has been a while since I have journaled. A lot has happened, but mostly I have been in transit, travelling with my GF, visiting a good friend, and attending a…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Day 7/1 Week! WO! Another day without gambling. I have made it to a week. I haven't looked at any poker sites either, although that drive is really strong. I am worried about…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Day 6 I am nervous and hungover. I feel rushed. I sabotage contentment. Day 6 without gambling and I feel weird. Stomach is constantly upset. Also from drinking too much, I…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Day 5 I will not gamble today. I went down to 'city x' with my GF. I did not gamble. I did get pretty tipsy, though. In fact, I have drank a lot this week. I have taken…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Last Bet—July 24th
Day 3 I am deciding that I am done working for free. Each time I gamble I end up working for free. I am finished with that feeling. I have changed. It is done. I am thankful…
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
Day 2
I will not gamble today. The pain is too great. Think of all of the things you can accomplish if you put that resolve toward other things in your life. Today is a good day. xoxo
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cryptopeak (25)in #gambling • 6 years ago
New Feature about Gambling, Poker, and Crypto
Day 1—Healing Gambling/Poker Addiction Today marks one day without gambling. Sure, it is will power, but I am also broke. I'm 28 years old and am employed in a professional…
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cryptopeak (25)in #beos • 7 years ago
Hello, Hello, Hello
I'm here to write about BEOS—the middle-chain between Bitshares and EOS. I now have 100,000BTS staked for the BEOS rainfall. Over the past two week I have collected 85,000 BEOS…
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cryptopeak (25)in #dgb • 8 years ago
DGB on CNBC!
Hey all, DGB was just mentioned on CNBC. Additionally, we have just partnered with a PR firm. Solid fundamentals that has been missing from public awareness. Hopefully we…
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