I closed my eyes, not to block out the view; it was simply stunning. I wanted to hear the waves, to have them wash over my consciousness as they did the rocks in the cove; the sounds smoothed out the edges of my mind and soul even as the waves turned jagged rock smooth with it's perpetual motion. The sounds of breaking waves knocked off the sharp edges within and the fizzling sounds of sea-foam pushing up the beach around the smooth stones melted away the stress. I felt at home, I felt relaxed; I'd found tranquility.
My eyes slowly opened and the vista before me assaulted my senses. A deep blue ocean, white-capped waves of blues and green and a sky so clear and blue it seemed I could get lost if I stared to long. The cove curved away right and left, a haphazard rocky beach of sea-worn rocks and pebbles, tidal pools interspersed by sandy patches and the occasional tuft of hardy grass somehow surviving against the odds.
I sat, my back leaning against a smooth boulder, basking in the sun on what was a reasonably cool day; the breeze struggled to reach me there but the occasional breath brought with it the scent of the see and rich earth and lush grasses from the rolling hills above me and over the cliffs.
I knew there were a few people above me on the coastal path but down here I was alone, the descent to the cove seemingly too difficult for most. I'd counted on being alone and I was pleased to be - I felt like the only person on the planet - I felt primal, a lone caveman.
I'd come to walk and think and both had occurred but right about then I was content to sit and absorb the tranquility of the moment both in the external world around me and the recess of my mind. It was a nice moment and place to be here at Petrel Cove.
I thought about the last week: I'd resigned from my job with no new job lined up and whilst that should have made me anxious I didn't feel that way - I had a feeling of peace, freedom and wonder; feelings that mirrored my surroundings and it felt good to be me.
I don't always feel calm and tranquil - in truth I struggle to find that feeling - so welcome it when it comes. It fits me though, feels right. I've had a past one could call tumultuous at times and whilst I've been many things I've always been a man who seeks a feeling of peace, self-reflection and understanding. Feeling this way is conducive to better thought, better understanding of myself and better decisions come through that comprehension.
Sitting in that cove yesterday I was reminded of the quote above by Cicero and, as I embark on a new journey and walk paths that may lead me in new directions, I'll seek a calm and tranquil place within, a central point knowing my decisions will come from a place of internal-peace.
Design and create your ideal life, don't live it by default - Tomorrow isn't promised so be humble and kind
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What a beautiful setting to sit and contemplate. And so well written as always. Whatever happened to the coffee conversation and the other job offer???
Hmm good question. That's still on the table but it's in the industry I've been in for the last 20 years and I'd really prefer not to do that to be honest. Quitting last week, handing my four weeks notice, has opened up my thoughts and I'm feeling more and more disinclined to stay in the industry.
I've got two roles on the go right now, both in different fields but doing the same sort of job-function and both of which I could handle quite easily so we'll see. Both also have a significant pay increase from my current position so that's always good. There's a couple other things on the go also so there's a bit to go on with. I haven't started looking for a new job yet though, this is all people contacting me. I'll start looking in a week or so.
Yep, it's a legit spot. Loved it. Had such a great day yesterday.
Sounds like the job market is your oyster! It’s always a good position to be in and the space and time to reflect is wonderful! Praying you get the perfect opportunity that will reinvigorate you.
I think the opportunities are there for the right people, although the business environment is a little tough. I'll see how it goes, it may all come to nothing and I'll have to resort to walking the streets with high heels and a mini skirt on, one of those push-up-boob-tops and cheap lipstick smeared on my lascivious lips. I'll do a post of course.
😂 trying to picture it…
Mmm, probably not a good picture. Although...
Feels good to know that I will be okay, I will figure out things on the way.
Happened with me a few times. Especially, after I started reading more books. The kings and leaders in the history, the scientists didn't have all their mess sorted. They were not always in their best position. But they figured out things on the way.
Good to know that you are feeling "Calm and tranquil" like a lone caveman. He knows that he will find food, one way or another. And that's all it matters🙂
My cavemanish ways are strong...It'll all work out for me one way or another...Even if I have to sell my house and move into a cave. :)
Or maybe sell caves for a living.
For all those people fed up of their life, you can help them find their dream cave.
Find your dream cave! Live away from humanity!
An untapped market😅
Now you're talking! I can tell you're an ideas man! 😁
Yes! I sit a lot, close my eyes, and think a lot.
Lol.
What a difference a resignation has made.
It looks good on you.
I feel so good Denise. So happy.
It's interesting that others have noticed, here at work. Also that now five people have come to me for leaving-advice.
I've had four things pop up from a job perspective overnight, decent options, and whilst none are certainties it's good to know especially considering I haven't started looking yet. We'll see how they go...But yeah, I'm reenergised.
You sound so good. Better than. Feels like life is getting back on track, in a much healthier way.
Your name will probably be taken in vain once all those resignations go in. Try not to let that bother you. That sounds environmental.
In excited about the prospects and what the future holds for you.
Actually, I had a breakfast meeting with one of the Directors today, the one I report directly to. He told me to put him on my CV as his main reference and that when I leave I have to come to his place for pizza or paella. (He's Argentinian/Italian.) He was candid, as was I in return and we're both on the same page, although he's very disappointed I'm going. I think it was a good meeting...Although, I'm sure behind my back with others the daggers will fly. I'm ok with it, not the first time and it won't affect me - I'll be gone.
Probably, but, most in business tend to have a united front as they can't stand alone.
Glad it went well and if he is doing it for you, no harm. :) It is actually a little amusing, but, you will go with a lighter heart. You are leaving with notice and the right words to make them feel no malice.
You are free.
You'd probably get annoyed with me as I'm the type that wopuld scope out these harder to get to places just to see what's there and that would be your solitude gone XD
Yay for finally resigning! It did sound like you've been on your way out for a while x_x
You're probably infuriating all the time Ry, so adding solitude-wrecker to the list isn't that bad. 🤪
Yeah, I've been on the way out for a while. When you know, you know.
What is this "probably" nonsense ;D
My attempt to soften the blow...Clearly I have a soft spot for you although you're so bloody infuriating I don't know why!
Ah, peace. Next year, I'm going to be having me a lot of those calm and peaceful moments.
Yep, you're going to be tranquilised! Err...Maybe that doesn't read right...I don't mean shot by a tranquiliser dart...Just one who finds tranquil moments. 😁
I'm hoping to make it along the Great Ocean Road when all this corona-chan situation permits. I'll bring a slab of Great Northern and hit you up.
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Peace and freedom: I love the message, Thank you for sharing what you feel. I am happy you find your peace. Nice post and stunning picture.😊
Thanks for your nice words, I appreciate it.
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