Hi, guys!
Now, for several days now, I have not been able to productively work on the text. I guess I'm just too nervous before submitting it to the publisher, and as a result, I can't work on either the first volume or the second, it's a nightmare. Now my husband and I will go have coffee and try to figure out what to do with the plot, how to twist it so that everything starts working. Because I myself am categorically unable to come up with anything, and it's just some kind of horror.
I have started intensive training and it saves me a little, I have a feeling that at least I am doing something. This is probably good, because it somehow keeps me afloat. Now the main thing is to get into this regime, and it is very important that this happens right now, while I have the strength for it. Later, when there is less of it, it will be possible to skip something, but I will still know that I can return at any time and continue, but now the main thing is to go and not skip, so that the body adapts to the loads. That's why I go and don't miss classes.
And I hope that everything will go easier with the text as soon as I submit it to the publisher. And as soon as they take me on. In fact, I have no doubt that this is exactly how it will be, but I still can't help but worry about it. This is a very nerve-wracking moment, so I'm still nervous. I want everything to go well and for everything to be as it should be.
I still have time to finally sort out the first volume, no one is chasing me yet, so I think I'll still get some inspiration and I'll be able to work with it normally. And today I'll rest and we'll finally install the same glucose sensor for my husband as I have. Mine has been working for three days now and it's very interesting to watch his readings.
So for now everything is going like this, and overall everything is not bad. I think tomorrow I'll pull myself together and send the text to the publisher.
Have a great day everyone!
