Happy Birthday To Me!
As in previous years, I should feel happy knowing my existence is worth celebrating. Instead, today I woke up, far from my family, friends and the people I care about while questioning,
“ what is actually going on with my life?”.
There’s an astrological concept, saturn return which means the saturn returns to the same position when they are born. This concept ties to the idea that during the first Saturn something transformative might happen and the first Saturn return is seen as the time of reaching full adulthood . Typically, it is when one turns 27 and more so in their 29.
I mean, I can’t afford another roller coaster ride of life right now. All I wanted is some peace yet apparently, Saturn return isn't all about peace.
And though it is a bit unsettling, I am starting to notice those shifts starting from last year. It’s as if my world was slowly turning and something beneath the surface rearranged itself.
For instance, I am getting closer to many things in my life though it does not feel all rosy and sunshine but I am getting closer.And if I count my blessings, I am truly blessed. There is no way I wasn’t blessed. It was only the moment when I felt exhausted and disconnected from gratitude that I didn’t feel that way.
Here’s another thing, this time, turning another a year older starts to mean something. The season this time requires me to stop and think carefully. I need to stop being a little too in my own head, auditioning, and start living in it as I spent a lot of my early 20’s living in my own head more than I should, being afraid of way too many things and simply living tip-toeing between people. More so, I was afraid of asking for help when I shouldn’t.
But happy birthday, I guess.
Whatever happens, ready or not as the clock strikes 12, it all gets real, new season and day starts.
Happy birthdayyyyy!
Thank you so much @relf87 for the birthday gift too! I appreciate it 😊
Happy birthday
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Thank you so much @dlmmqb
Life sometimes can sound rough, but in most cases, it's fun and full of pleasant moments... We have to realize them and appreciate them more...
Happy Birthday, Mac! Wish you all the best! 🥂🌹
Sometimes I get tired and rant online. In my personal life, I don't complain that much 😂 and everyone thinks my life is fine but oh well....
I do complain probably too much IRL... 😂
You gotta vent out somewhere... at least to confirm that you are not alone... It helps...
Happy Birthday @macchiata
🎉🎈🎂🎉🎈
Thank you so much @arcange 😊
Happy birthday, Mac. Here's to not living afraid of what others might think :)
Here's to living that life! 😊& thank you so much!
Congrats to you and Happy Birthday 🎂🎂
Thank you @hjrrodriguez 😊
Loh loh, selamat ulang tahun, Mbak Cemy ku. ;)
Semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu, dan kamu selalu dipenuhi keberkahan.
Makin berumur, cara pandang akan hidup sedikit berubah ya Cem?
Tapi apa pun itu, pokoknya yang terbaik buatmu.
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hehehehe terima kasih! The older we get, hopefully, the wiser we get too.
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Happy birthday!
Thank you @nicklewis!
happy birthday Mac!
Maybe, its normal to feel not so happy when you celebrated birthday away from your family.
I felt that too as I could not even remember when I celebrated bday with them.
Anyways,wishing you another fruitful year and hope you get all your heart desires
Hey @lhes, I am finally home and was celebrating it with my mother, though it's a day late but I am happier. Thank you for the wishes and I wish you the same ❤️
Happy birthday @macchiata
Thank you @comigold2 !
Happy birthday Mac!!!
Thank you Pauline 🤗
percayalah roller coaster kehidupan itu naik turunnya ga cuma sekali dua kali ataupun tiga kali.
Nikmati dan syukuri apa yang telah kita alami sampai hari ini... semoga di tahun ini banyak berkah baru di kehidupan mu
Amin, terima kasih doa & ucapannya 😊
Happy Birthday! Take life one day at a time. Plan a bit for the future but enjoy the present.
Wishing you all the best!
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😊Always trying to enjoy the present!
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happy bday mac!
been almost a decade of activity here huh :D
🤣Exactly! next year it's going to be a decade! Time flashes by like that. Thank you for the wishes!