Freezing in my agony, each second tends to take away a minute of my life
Gazing into the night skies and oh, what a wonderful world inhabited by lost souls
Feeling of rejection, betrayal and guilt, what do they share in common? I sought
Within these walls are sins, but also love, so much hope and effort persist
I can't breathe, I can't live, the silence is frightening
I am in need of a savior but I am not asking for favors
I searched, I wondered why it hurts so much
The love, the love, a voice would whisper "that it was so much"
For a slight moment I feel comfort, I smile, the acknowledgement of the love I gave
Responsible, that's all I felt of everyone around me
I gave, I gave, but never saved some of it for myself
The world comes caving in and I realize there's no one there for me
It hurts, it burns, my eyes, heart and lungs
My mind can no longer pretend the darkness of losing my pearl isn't there
In tears, inhale, the cold laughs of the devil mocks me by the door
How did we come this far to fall this low?
Time heals all wounds but time could leave the nastiest scars.