Yeah, that's the bad side of Steemit. Disappointing when we can't sell our self or when we're tired of selling our posts or joining contests. Which is why I write on another site too when I have a chance. Makes me feel better when I'm there. If I keep staying here I might rant everyday. Hahahaha.
I'm seeing evidence of power tripping from a few big fish/curators so that's one thing that adds to my disappointment. You have to be part of this or that before they even upvote you. Hahaha, no thanks.