Hi!
Today I am showing you a drawing which I made a few years ago. It's about my addiction, smoking cigarettes. 3 months ago I lost a loved person to cancer. The cancer was caused through chainsmoking. But even after this sad and painful loss I am still smoking... I know that I am slowly killing myself but I can't stop...
So I wanted to share with you this drawing which I overworked today in sketchbookpro. It is macabre I know but that's my style of drawing/coping with stuff...
Thank you for reading and maybe you can give me some advice on how to stop smoking?!
bye
PS: this is the original version
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How many times have you attempted to stop? When did you start smoking? Sorry for your loss.
Hi!
Thank you...
I have only tried once to stop smoking. I made it through two days without a cigarette. It was very hard for me... haha. I really don't have that much willpower...
I started smoking about 10 years ago. My daily consumption amounts up to 20 selfrolled cigarettes without a filter. But on some days it can be a lot more...
My parents are/were heavy smokers too. My dad smoked 2 to 3 packs of cigarettes every day. He smoked since he was 16... this led to cancer and 3 months ago he passed away.
That's why I want to stop smoking but otherwise there is something in me that doesn't care anymore... that's why "I smoke, till I choke".
Do you smoke cigarettes?!
Thank you for reading and your comment!
bye
Personally no, have you tried vaping?
yes, I tried vaping but after 2 weeks or so I was back to smoking cigarettes. it just didn't work for me...