I just got back from a fast four mile walk. It's not my strength that is acting weird, it's my energy levels are fragmented, I have a difficult time concentrating. But I read that goes with getting old as a woman. So I cut out sugar and flour and walk a lot. It helps but sometimes nothing helps and I just walk through the fire like I did with this painting.
I knew nothing about the Rowan tree until I drew this knot tree representing it, thank you for the additional data @fadiji09!