When I was younger I only remember a few days a year that were too hot. I'm not sure that it's actually hotter now. I'm just really sensitive to it now. There are single family homes here bigger than the entire building I live in. Right next door. They have central AC. They rarely even use it. I get really angry about the whole rental torture issue. People have to suffer so that others can live far better off. If AC is unecessary then why does every store and shop in California have it? Because people would walk right out and not buy anything. It's 7:20 pm here right now and the sun is blasting on the wall outside. it won't be gone until almost 8pm. That and I'm in a super high density area. There's no open space. No big yards. There's the beach where you can fry in the sun and a 700 space parking lot. There's freakin people everywhere. I don't have money to move and I'm dying here. there's no friends to call. no one to come by and go somewhere. Most nights there's nowhere to park. The homeowners and people with money and friends seem to love it. I have nobody and nothing. The little art I make? I guess I should shut up and die. I pray everyday. I don't know what to say. A miracle? I hope so. This is so hard and painful to talk about.
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