I am glad that you are at peace with your searching, even if it's only lasting for now :).
It would be strange for me to know a version of you who are not a talented ceramic artist, and though it would be sad, on the other hand, I fully believe that you will still shine brightly in these other areas that you choose to dedicate yourself to, in this alternate dimension.
Ha, funny to imagine a "me" that doesn't make stuff with clay. I can also imagine it but I'm not sure life would make sense anymore! Thanks for your friendship and support @scrawly :-)