I am glad you are collecting rewards again for your posts. I feel that you have build this platform and should be able to use it.
The CEO of Daimler should also drive a Mercedes to work.
Your work is are very valuable to the platform and you should be rewarded in the same way like everyone else. I feel that the best way for you as someone to build this place to experience it is if you are also a user including its benefits, which are the rewards.