You can't actually cheat nature, I understand the fact that you don't like it being old before you are still active. They must have their reason a tangible one for never afraid of you like when you were in 23 like you mentioned in the piece.
We see people walk down the street and make a call on what they wear, how they walk, their hair or who they are with and they walk past and, we think we are correct in our assessments without ever knowing the truth
People actually judge and make assumptions base on physical appearance of a person without getting to know the person in question deep down,...
Your activeness and others activities you were engaged in could not be compare to what you were doing back then, I mean half of a years now.