yesterday was a painful day,
it was frustrating,
disappointing,
and a depressing day.
it was a day where reality slips and and prove your ideals wrong.
a day of great re-alignment, that you should never challenge the order of the world.
it was a day that forced me to admit defeat.
that some things can never be what we want it to be.
that there are individuals that exist that can never improve, that they can never be a better person.
that some people really do not deserve to have a better life.
that they do not deserve to be uplifted.
I was forced to admit this yesterday.
and I hate myself for it.
But,
isn't this also a time for compassion?
accepting limits, saying that they have plateaued, and that's okay.
respecting what they are able to reach and not ask for more for what they couldn't reach.
But isn't it also unfair?
to say that some individuals can only ever amount to this much.
That regardless what they do and how they struggle,
they have reached their limit.
Compassion is one of the most painful way of kindness.