Some of us have it easier than others. I used tobacco for years; first cigarettes at a very young age in the 1960's in NY. Then I started on the chewing kind. I stopped because I found it embarrassing and gross. It wasn't who I wanted to be or be perceived as. It was expensive and illogical. Then there was the health insurance. So I stopped. Wasn't easy at first, but it was a matter of my mind winning a struggle with animal impulses. You're too good for that shit.