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while trying to tidy up my fathers shithole of a yard, for which his kids have to pay penalties of, many heavy objects there that i had grasped with extended fingers , i believe that is how i got the injury. large metal objects that weigh far more than i should have lifted, but there was no other way to ltransport that shit. oh i also , moved cars with bare hands. toss them to the side and what not. ... that injury got me immobilized for a long time. i lost all my strength. i wont do that shit again ever in my life.

sad... are you fully recovered now?

more or less. yes.