Sometimes you just have to step away to find that creativity that once drove you. I know that you will find your passion again, and when you do, I hope to see you again soon. I too have been here from almost the beginning, and at times just don't feel the drive to post, yet I push through and am still here. I did step away from social media for one whole year, then I returned to a very accepting and understanding Hive community. Best regards to you and your wife.