He was my first love. <3
I wasn't his first so he promised me that I'll be his last love. Everything seemed to be so beautiful with him I was in 11th std and was of sweet sixteen. I didn't know what love was, i thought his dominance is so caring and this is love, but as the time changed his cute caring dominant nature turned out to become hell . It started killing me. Whenever things were not according to him, he used to abuse me. But still I forgave him Everytime. I always used to collect the pieces of our broken relationship. Then the day came when he said-
“ Tujhse acchi to Meri phli girlfriend thi, baat to maanti thi Meri, tu us jaisi kabhi nhi bn skti”
( My ex was far better than you . As least she used to obey me. You can never be like her. )
And then he updated his WhatsApp story as
Miss you my first love, no one can ever take your place in my heart with a crying emoji
I was stunned after reading that line. I started crying. It was a mixed feeling of anger and melancholy. I cried for whole night, and decided to not shed tears for a guy like him again.
But things are not so easy that they seem, he started calling me, and such long texts. I was in a conflict that should I go back to him or not?
Then I realized God is just testing me that if I'm still stupid!! So I decided to pass this test at least. I was determined that I'll not go back into that hell again.
Thanks for reading :)