I am sharing about a part of me that I regretted most of my life. Now, I have totally overcome that person. I am a brand New Me.
I was always an introvert. I was shy, weak, didn't really talked much. I was afraid to make a Joke or even to say my feelings out loud, My biggest fear was the judgement of people. "What if they think that I am a dumb person?"
I hated everything, my life, my school. I was Bored. Then I found the one for me. She understood me like nobody else. I started opening up a little. The best advise she game me was that I should find reasons to be happy. She told me to forget the word "what if".
Now I feel like a completely new person. I am confident. I say whatever i feel and whenever I feel. Haters will always Hate. Find the ones who love you.
I have also shared the story that how I met her. Check that out, its really a good one.
You were at the darkness part of your life and now I can see you have found the light @okazaki