Since you are a top earner I came to check out your content which I once described as rather bad. I'll point some things out that won't get you called a racist which I'm sure you hate hearing. You are however what is referred to as a suspected race soldier (SRS).
An obvious murderous cop and an obvious hero cop are two different things.
You defend Chauvin when you say this divides the left and the right, and pass it off as following orders. I seriously doubt anyone sane would be divided over video evidence of someone being suffocated to death in any capacity. This is one case that should be off-limits unless you are an SRS.
If you have an issue with the reaction of the media or protestors in response to this murder. I would assume a response more or less of "Despite a gruesome murder ..." "Defunding the police is not the answer because..." But you don't.
These continuous hesitations only lead me to the conclusion that you have a long list of things you are not fond of. Thus you are an SRS.