Please, buddy, take your own advice (If the last screen shot is your true holdings.) GET YOUR REMAINING COINS OUT OF THE MARGIN EXCHANGE... It's your second main point: don't ever margin trade.
That being said, I am new to cryptocurrencies, a couple on months now, so I may be reading your post with a different lens. I started buying coins with hard-earned, hard-taxed paper money.
I appreciate you sharing your story and will follow you to hear more.
Remember, regret is an idle emotion, just wasted energy... Those coins are gone, like ex-girlfriends, or Goose in Top Gun, 'you gotta let 'em go.'
Thanks vapor, it is and I assure you I did. I realized that as well, but the good thing was I didn't even think to margin trade with what I have left..
I appreciate your support, let me know if you have any questions and I'll provide updates.
I appreciate it!