Wow, really so sorry for the pain that must have caused you. It must have really toyed with your feel and your personality daily living but thankful to God, you are better now. Glad to know you are back doing what you love doing and hoping it doesn’t surface again.
And yes, they always say a problem shared is half solved. It’s never a good idea to keep to oneself the problems and challenges we face.
May we all find help in all areas we need Gods intervention. 🙏