I do not wish to become a Christian and I agree with you when you say that our Creator is everywhere. I don't follow any religion and I follow Indigenous teachings which teach that we must respect all living and non-living things and show love to all.
I'm not saying this about you, but I find many Christians are hypocrites and talk a lot of talk but don't walk the walk of a good life. The Christians have done lots of harm to us as Indigenous people and they have demonized us and created lots of hatred towards us. I believe that we have a direct connection to our Creator inside us and that we are spiritual beings in a body for a short time. I used to follow "A Course of Miracles" Teachings, and when I started to realize that this is most likely coming from mind control techniques, it was very difficult for me to deal with.
I spent lots of my time studying these teachings and I would go to groups and I really wanted to believe in the truth of this. This experience taught me understand that I don't know all the answers, because I could be wrong. I like to pray and ask for strength from our Creator and I don't put too much emphasis in this life and focus on items and being caught up with foolishness here on earth because I know that we're only here for a short period of time and then we will go back home where we belong. I have confessed my sins and asked for forgiveness and I try and forgive others as well. I feel that none of us know exactly what is going on here, so if we each show respect to each other and not harm anyone, then that is a good way to live. I also believe that love is all we are.
Our understanding is very limited while we are here and i'm happy that there is more to life than how we live on this earth.
John 3:16-17
16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
Luke 13 22-30
Then Jesus went through the towns and villages, teaching as He made His way to Jerusalem. Someone asked Him, “Lord are only a few people going to be saved?” He said to them, “Make every effort to enter through the narrow door because many, I tell you, will try to enter and will not be able to. Once the owner of the house gets up and closes the door, you will stand outside knocking and pleading, ‘Sir, open the door for us.’ But He will answer, “I don’t know you or where you come from.’ Then you will say, ‘We ate and drank with you, and you taught in our streets.’ But he will reply, ‘I don’t know you or where you come from. Away from me, all you evildoers!” There will be weeping there, and gnashing of teeth, when you see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and all the prophets in the Kingdom of God, but you yourselves thrown out. People will come from east and west and north and south, and will take their places at the feast in the Kingdom of God. Indeed, there are those who are last who will be first, and first who will be last.”