Hi Helga...I'm sorry that happened to you...something quite similar happened to me too at the age of 7 but it was by my best friends father...I never told anybody until I was 13 and hospitalized for suicide attempts. I have many stories of abuse that I also worry how people will react...I posted my first one last night..it was mild to the reader...far worse in reality ...but I was testing the waters...but like @thephotoguide said ..it feels good to talk about it ...especially when you don't have to look them in the eyes...wondering what they think of you...following sending healing prayers and positive vibes your way :) :) Kayleigh